My Life Came Crashing Down

Can't believe it has been over a year that I have posted. Kind of forgot about blogging....

Today is 23 Aug 2010, and 1 month ago tomorrow my life came crashing down and my life will never be the same again.

My BELOVED Jon was killed in Birmingham Alabama by a drunk driver at 0705 in the morning, 24 July 2010.

My heart is so broken, and I miss him so much. I want to see him, I want to feel him kiss me, I want to wake up from this very bad nightmare.

Tomorrow I am going to try and go to a group session support group. I need to share with people who really know what I am feeling, and hear that my sadness and emptiness is normal and that I am not alone. I hope Megan goes with me too.

My family all came right away and that meant so much to me. Dad stayed 3 weeks and I am so grateful for that. This has been the hardest thing I have ever endured in my entire life.

Meg and I are hanging in there the best we know how. I love her and appreciate that we are here on this earth together and pray that Jon is watching over us every second.